| that piece of my heart you bit off, I hope it chokes you |
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die die for the mess that you've made
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| stolen from ma favourite j00w |
[16 Dec 2007|11:25pm] |
[1.] What did you do in 2007 that you have never done before? got a decent boyfriend?
[2.] Did you keep all of last years resolutions? I did as it happens, my main one was to trick greg into getting with me LMAO
[3.] Have you any resolutions for next year? job!
[4.] What countries did you visit? N/A
[5.] What would you like to have in 2008 that you didn't have in 2007? greg for the whole year!!
[6.] What date in 2007 will remain etched in your memory? 18th may =)
[7.] What was your biggest achievement of the year? greg *le sigh*
[8.] What was your biggest failure? NOOOOO JOOOOOOOBZ
[9.] Did you suffer any illness or injury? tooth pain - OWWWWWW!!
[10.] What was the best thing you bought? presents for greg *thumbs up*
[11.] Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed? some tubby loser at the start of the year but I was pretty much over a few days later tbh...
[12.] Where did most of your money go? bloody diet LOL
[13.] What did you get really really, really excited about? un greg
[14.] What songs will always remind you of 2007? kano - night night
[15.] Compared to this time last year are you: [A] Fatter or thinner? erm... thinner I think [B] Happier or sadder? happier [C] Richer or poorer? richer... which makes NO sense...
[16.] What do you wish you'd done more of? been with greg
[17.] What do you wish you'd done less of? aforementioned tubby loser *shudder*
[18.] How will you be spending Christmas? with greg @ my dads
[19.] Which LJ users did you meet for the first time? er none
[20.] Did you fall in love in 2007? oh yes!!
[21.] How many one night stands? erm... technically one
[22] What was your favourite TV show? THE BOOSH!!
[23.] Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? theres one person I could have done without
[24.] What was/were the best books you read? diary by chuck palanuick
[25.] What was your greatest musical discovery? waking the cadaver. LOLZ
[26.] What did you want and get? GRRRRREEEEEEGGGGGG
[27.] What did you want and not get? JOOOOOBBB
[28.] What was your favourite film this year? transformers, duh
[29.] What did you do on your birthday and how old were you? drinkies with team back up and I was 25
[30.] What one thing would have made your year more satisfying? I'm not repeating myself DAMMIT!!
[31.] How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007? missie?
[32.] What kept you sane? greg
[33.] Which celebrity did you fancy the most? travie from GCH... oh and gok wan. shuttup
[34.] Which political issue stirred you the most? er, the most stirring one?
[35.] Who did you miss? not enough shal-ness
[36.] Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned this year? it wasn't about barnet
[37.] Quote a song lyric that sums up your year... "I bought her favourite shoes... or they better be"
[38.] Where were you when 2007 began? gregs house. we weren't togther then. he didn't kiss me at new years. the bastard
[39.] Who were you with? my bitches + hoes!
[40.] Where will you be when 2007 ends? the same place I guess
[41.] Who will you be with when 2007 ends? greg!
[42.] What was your favourite month of 2007? may
[43.] Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2007? god yes. I think this course of anti biotics has been the only 5 sucessive days I haven't drunk
[44.] Did you do a lot of drugs in 2007? a few. lol
[45.] How many people did you sleep with in 2007? 1 (HA-BLOODY-HA) honest!!
[46.] Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year? ROFLCOPTERS
[47.] What was the worst lie someone told you in 2007? god knows, bryn came out with some corkers!!
[48.] Did you treat somebody badly in 2007? yeah... but he gave as good as he got + now we're in love schweet!
[49.] Did somebody treat you badly in 2007? yeah but I never really like losing so I kicked up a bit of a stink
[50.] How many concerts did you see in 2007? er... glassjaw, download... JFAC???
[51.] Did you have a favorite concert in 2007? glassjaw, def. I used to always listen to greg singing 'siberian kiss' and wish he'd just ask me out. then I got to listen to the song live for the first time in 7 years while holding his hand... how's that for a slice of fried gold??
[52.] How much money did you spend in 2007? not that much if I'm honest. I saved like a little squirrel
[53.] If you could go back in time to any moment of 2007 and change what? nothing, it all led to where I am now
[54.] What are your plans for 2008? job + beginning of my cover upz
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[27 Nov 2007|09:53pm] |
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just noticed... someone deleted me from their journal. real nice kiddo, real nice.
grow up... and you wonder why people don't have time for you?
I tried to be your friend, my only crime was to have a boyfriend + you ditch me like some jilted lover??
pathetic.
I'm very hurt + angered by your actions, I really am. we had some good times.
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| stolen from LIZI <3 |
[02 Nov 2007|04:47pm] |
1. Who eats more? me - I is well a chubber. but greg could eat my body weight in cake + not gain a pound. pah!
2. Who said "I love you" first? I thought it first waaaaay before we got together, but he said it first. it was tear inducingly amazing. I'd waited so long to hear him say it + it was better than I could have imagined <3
3. Who is the morning person? he gets up earlier normally
4. Who sings better? greg. but very quietly when no-ones listening
5. Who’s older? moi - by 3 months 7 days
6. Who’s smarter? greg says me, but I think it's him
7. Whose temper is worse? me, I can be a right cunt
8. Who does the laundry? me if he's at mine
9. Who does the dishes? we share
10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? me on his, him on mine
11. Whose feet are bigger? his
12. Whose hair is longer? mine
13. Who’s better with the computer? me, he's more hands on I reckon
14. Do you have pets? not yet
15. Who pays the bills? greg cuz he has a job LOL
16. Who cooks dinner? shared
17. Who drives when you are together? the nice bus driver man
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner? shared
19. Who’s the most stubborn? both as bad as each other
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong? greg
21. Whose family do you see more? mine, cuz greg mummy is far away
22. Who named your pet? n/a
23. Who kissed who first? we kissed each other. it was a drunken eneviability. however, I clearly orcastrated the situation by allowing myself to be half dressed in his bed. but then he did text me to ask me to come round...
24. Who asked who out? he asked me, it came totally out of the blue after a year of madness
26. Who’s more sensitive? greg, the little flower
27. Who’s taller? him, he's my 6'2" ragamuffin
28. Who has more friends? none of us cuz we're rubbish haha
29. Who has more siblings? me - greg is da one + only
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship? ME!!
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| its only been 6 days but... |
[21 Oct 2007|04:33pm] |
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 ... I have had the willpower of a saint
can't wait for my weigh-in day on tuesday, I hope I've lost some weight!
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| dun duuun duun *drumroll please* |
[18 Oct 2007|09:01am] |
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5 months as of today
this relationship has been remarkably easy
should I be worried?
non non & thrice times non
... I is well good at this love game x
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| its mid october! already!! |
[15 Oct 2007|12:18pm] |
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rahhh.
I haven't updated this thing in agggggges.
everything is all good, we're fine, we're off to sticky fingers with my brother and dad tonight
I'm still gainfully unemployed, but I'm not really as helpless as I have been in the past. I have a boyfriend who spoils me something rotten... which I'm not really used to =/ we were talking about presents and I asked him did he have a price range in mind and he said no then mentioned something about getting me an x box... I was thinking asking for a £50 lush gift box would be taking the piss LMAO
BUT!!
what do I buy him??
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[26 Jul 2007|12:15pm] |
"In my past life I was a mermaid who fell in love with an ancient mariner. I pulled him into the sea to be my husband. I didn't know he couldn't breathe underwater"
I don't even know were that quote is from but I'm feeling it, it reminds me of me and greg but I'm not sure why
we're fine btw... shockingly =)
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[12 Jun 2007|11:54am] |
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download fucking owned it this year, end of
- the JFAC scream!!
- the enter shakari clap!!
- watching MCR at dusk with my boy, being drunk + singing to eachother
- greg singing to me a lot when pissed LOL
- RUN MOTHERFUCKER!!! - stone sour y'all
- fox + matt, awesome dudes
- the taking of the ring... dead + buried in a no name patch of grass x
more when I remember...
my boo boo left to go to his mums for 6 days this morning =( I miss him already, although it might mean my other friends can see me in his absense LOL
aside from missing him, I am so fucking happy right now its unreal
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| so cry me a river |
[02 Mar 2007|06:26pm] |
my housemates have freaked me out so much I dont want to leave my room in case I run into them plus they won't tell me what the fuck they want to talk to me about the book is freaking greg out, which is good... I suppose but I don't feel the satifaction from it I thought I would feel I might not bother with it anymore yeah, the writings good but whats the point? no-one else will like it I'm feeling quite shitty right now ... and theres nothing anyone can do about it
but on the plus side, the gossip are awesome.
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| I know a girl, who sells herself around... |
[01 Mar 2007|09:37am] |
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things are pretty good atm
new diet holiday in july boy shapes are... mainly in control new house with kerry monster in june the book is going really fucking well except today I have writers block - PAH!!
stttrrriiiipppppp clllluuuuub this saturday
OOOHHHH YEEEAAAAHHHH
x
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| re-read the fucking manual |
[24 Jul 2006|01:03pm] |
you're hidden by your good looks, your fake smile I loved you but it took me a long while to realize you don't even care. all the feelings, you had none. there's only one word to describe you, AND THATS A HYPOCRITE
I hope you choke x
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[22 May 2006|03:40pm] |
this journal makes me want to throw up on myself phasing it out in a few weeks I think...
notaboutyouboy maybe I'll add you, maybe I won't x
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| I'll shoot you with a bullet + a kiss |
[25 Apr 2006|10:21am] |
... so take a look at your fucking horror
so like... despite me + bryn deciding to stay together, I can't actually be bothered to hassle him for sex or attention anymore, which tbh, worries me. even when I was cheating on dave, we still had mass amounts of sex... I dunno... I dunno what this means but like it needs to stop
I've been rereading my old LJ entries from when we first got together and its been making me mad like... why would you tell someone you loved them and ask them to marry you if you were only gonna turn around 9 months later and tear it all apart? making me move to barnet fucker telling me lies... why? WHY?!
*CALM*
no need to moan, he's [begrudgingly I can only assume] staying with me for now...
I think that I need to rethink some of the choices I made
... and maybe shock everyone with what I perceive to be the only option I should have taken
but didn't cuz I'm a fucking retard
in other local news -
wtf? I can't stop thinking about you you know who you are
I fucking love you
I really do X
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[06 Apr 2006|03:23pm] |
I don't want my job I don't want to be in a relationship I don't want to be in love I don't want to pay massive rent on my big dumb house I don't want any of this crap that I have inflicted upon myself
everyone can fuck off especially you.
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| my body screams... electric |
[01 Mar 2006|09:16am] |
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so you start with your powertrip you think I've lost my mind but you might be the one who's lost my mind and me wasting my time I don't think so
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well one day you will look back on your life with just complete disgust because you've got no time left to take back all the mistakes you've made your life is an apology I don't think so but this is not my trip - why are you so sick why are you falling - falling but this is not my trip - why are you so sick why are you falling - falling for this one I don't think so
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| clear hearts + grey flowers |
[24 Feb 2006|04:36pm] |
I absolutely hate doing this but it seems that some people need to kept OUT of my business just like I clearly need to be kept out of theirs
you're right it has got nothing to do with me, just like when you called me up bawling your eyes out like a child when she broke your heart, just like when you call me up threatening to kill yourself, just like when you text me and demand I come down and save you... I never had a problem with her to begin with, I hated her for breaking your heart + making my favorite boy you so sad... thats where this all started, what she said to me would never have come about if I hadn't have stood up for you... well I'm sorry if I view friendship a little differently to you
well thank you very fucking much, you have got nothing to do with me, so I don't care, I hope she splits you in two x
this is what you want this what you get
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